The fungus on the self

 

If you allow loneliness to push you,

it’ll gorge on your choices and confidence,

It’ll corner you like a little mouse

shivering with fear,

seeing snakes and cats

in all that which moves around.

 

Loneliness is the crazy lover,

It’ll pursue one, always,

That’s its nature.

Whom does it catch?

The one who can’t outpace it.

Who are its prey?

The ones heavily burdened,--

with guilt and anger of the past;

or foolish illusions of the future.

 

Beat it, outpace it, confidently,

Like unburdened, swift horses,

Light like wind,

Swift like arrows,

Clanking their hooves on the cobblestones,

Pacing to the tunes of the present,--

Now,

Not an alley, side street or crossing

misses their confident eye,

They make choices,

They are self-assured,

Loneliness lags far behind them,

The bulb of their presence

dispels the darkness

where the night-bugs of loneliness

sprout like poisonous fungus.