The eraser

 

I’m in enchanting fascination with life

when you melt to joy in my embrace,

Pleasure swimming on the wings of

freedom in my rushing blood,

Joyfully the sun setting around me,

The light in your eyes

dwarfing the looming darkness around,

Your touch crafting a sweet tenderness,

Excitement pulsing through

our shared identity,

The expansive sweeps of time

narrowed to the tiny

curve of your lips.

 

Now when the fairy lights are off

and transitory rewards gone,

If an eraser must be

for all those moments,

let it be a soft one,

not hard like wire bristles,

I hope

that's not asking much.

The frozen world

 

Holding your memories

is like embracing a pillar of ice,

It won’t melt,

Rather the holder’s flesh will freeze,

The iciness with a mysterious code

where one gets sucked

into its voluptuous embrace.

 

Walking with your memories

is like passing through a kind of

lavender-scented glacial landscape,

Driven into a scented icy mirage,

Where the heart gets frozen

with pain entangled in it,

A frozen heart inside a frozen persona

in a frozen landscape,

And life and living

shrinking into invisibility.

 

Me frozen here

and you flowing there,

An ice wall

separating our different worlds,

The storm of pain

now freezing and settling into

a dull, persistent ache

in a frozen heart.    

Friction

 

A frictionless life

is no existence,

Because without the rub of pain

was there ever any gain?

The stress, the tension, the pull, the push

keep us touching life’s surface,

They are the agents of survival

guarding us against doom and decay.

 

The friction between

our dreams and reality we face;

between what we fight for

and the result we get;

between smiles and bitter tears;

between love and hate;

between giving and taking;

between dark and light.

 

This friction is what

keeps the chariot’s wheel moving,

This rub between joy and sorrow

creates the spark,--

the spark of life,

This grazing between what is

and what we desire

fuels the palpitation of life

in the tiny point of our existence,

It propels this little heartbeat

in the bosom of vast cosmos.

 

This friction is our causal force,

No point in hating it,

Come to terms with it,

It’s like accepting the grounding gravity

without which flying is meaningless.

Ganga garima

 

सतत इच्छा

 अप्रकट चाहे में प्रकट होंऊं 

और बन गई मिट्टी,

मिट्टी चाहे में ख़िलु 

और बन गई घास,

घास चाहे में बढ़ूँ 

और बन गई नरकट,

नरकट चाहे में छू लूं आकाश 

और लग गए उसको पंख 

बन गया नीलकंठ।

ब्रह्मांड में है 

बस एक सतत इच्छा होने की,

अप्रकट की प्रकट होने की।

A sad stream and a sullen heart

 

A bubbling creek

rippling with a miasma of pain,

A twinkling ribbon of solace

to a sad heart

as it ponders on its bank.

 

Does it—the brook—have the ability

to smell sadness in others?

And offer its own song of pain

as the musical chimes of joy to the visitor.

 

A flowing sadness and a frozen one,

Both of them turning paly

to withstand the shower

of the frozen pellets of pain.

 

The unseen foundations of success

 

The stories of a few winners

stand on the foundations of

the stories of millions of losers,

The stories of the winners

are meaningless and incomplete

without the stories of the losers,

Because what will the chief protagonists do

without scores of minor characters,

They are the unknown, busy ants

pulling the long lines of food for the queen,

The side players;

the little threads

that hold the plot together,

What worth a winner holds

without scores of losers?

What value light possesses

without the pools of darkness around?