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Tuesday, June 17, 2025

The cosmic searchlight


 

It's a rapidly greying, gloomy world
and the Lord has to hide and peep
through a hole
to spot any trace of truth and honesty
that may be lying around.






Saturday, May 31, 2025

My poetry books


 The Oasis Hunter



In an enthusiastically absurd world, why not be a peace laureate, a poet? Walking on a solitary trail, away from propagandist overtones, luminously imaginative, enjoying the regaling vocal varieties of bird songs, hewing his own convictions, reverentially visionary about the religion of love, flowing with the meticulous splurge of emotions.

A poet is a poorly clad rich man laden with inner wealth. A golden lamp in a thatched hut.

There was a time when even the brightest flicker of optimism inside him ruled out the possibility of redemption. The waves of fate spared no pains to land him at a lonely, wretched shore. It’d take loads of pain to arrive at the littlest gain. It felt like he’d just followed a futile circle—returned to his idiotic basics. A nihilistic romanticism. A shipwrecked piece at the freewill of chance, tossed by salaciously flowing freeways of stormy waves.

The storms churning in his soul make him a poet. Mystically enriched. Richly resonant with the hymns of love and peace. In tune with regaling restfulness. From his basket of agonies now he draws out ecstasies. Crossing the desert he now arrives at his oasis. He has taken long-long routes to sandy failure. Success and failure lose their meaning. The golden sands—that’s his oasis. It’s pure karma. He gets in splendid unison with the constructive spirit.



The Shape of My Love


The Shape of My Love invites readers on an introspective journey through the myriad emotions that define the human experience. Spanning themes of love, loss, and the eternal rhythms of nature, these verses by Sandeep Dahiya (Sufi) resonate with profound depth and lyrical grace.

From the tender exploration of love's many facets to the poignant reflections on heartache and resilience, each poem in this collection offers a glimpse into the complexities of human relationships. Nature serves as both backdrop and metaphor, from the solitude and pain of ‘Lonely Trees’ to the majestic presence of ‘Mountain Eagle,’ mirroring the joys and sorrows inherent in life's journey.

Through verses that contemplate existence itself—its fleeting moments and enduring truths—the poet captures the essence of being human. Themes such as renewal in ‘Spring’ and the melancholy beauty of ‘Dying Leaf’ evoke universal emotions that resonate deeply with readers.

The book is a testament to the power of poetry to illuminate the soul, offering solace, insight, and a profound connection to the shared experiences that bind us all. With exquisite imagery and emotional resonance, Sandeep Dahiya (Sufi) crafts a collection that speaks directly to the heart, inviting readers to pause, reflect, and find beauty in life's most profound moments.




The Lust of Life



Plato: “Every heart sings a song, incomplete, until another heart whispers back. Those who wish to sing always find a song. At the touch of a lover, everyone becomes a poet.” And as love caresses you, you are supposed to turn a poet. And your life a poem. A life lived poetically nourishes your soul. The prose approach to life is simply to earn the conveniences to support you materially. The brushstrokes of poetry softly touch the soul without disrupting its restful muse and bring out the nuggets of love, compassion, harmony and peace. If you are poetic in nature, you have the potential to be anything because all these elaborate extensions of your life, your dreams, your professional and personal goals, your milestones, the world around you, all these and more are nothing but a reflection of that poetic pure seed.


The Kashmiri Girl 



Most of these poems were written during the turbulent twenties of my life. In the early twenties, one is pursued by the glorious uncertainties of life. It’s a slippery, exciting and critically opinionated path. Don’t worry, it’s just a surge of extra energy, nothing else. The stage is shaky and realities are yet to get a foothold. You trample a lot of turf like a young colt spraying legs in all directions and galloping just for the sheer causeless fun of it. Of course, there are consequences but they hold their miserable importance in the eyes of the elders only. To the youngsters they are just irritable speed-breakers on the thrilling path. One’s hormonally buzzing self floats in a hazy mist of unripe, raw, juicy, sweet-sour tart of dreams and imaginations striking the moron mass of established norms. The hormonal-storms-fuelled beliefs, views, opinions and dreams create sparks and sometimes thunderstorms. Nothing wrong with that! That’s all part of our making. It’s a pretty noisy and shaky groundwork born of your ‘making’ that provides a bit of stability later in life. Ask anyone, most of us are very lenient and forgiving towards our youthful gallops even if these have given us many bruises after the hard falls. We wear them with pride like the symbols of our reaching the peak of the mountain.


Chimp, Champ and Chops







Holy Harlots



Holy Harlots is a rippling bouquet of emotions and heart-felt songs which have been the poet's companions during the toughest phase in his life. Most of these have been written in the charming countryside of the poet's native place at a small village in northern India. The poems try to capture the softest nuances of perceptible and imperceptible naturalities against the background of human trials and tribulations. The verses chime with an enamouring softness of the heart which sound Godsent against the present times viciously self-obsessed noise. The poems are exceptionally laced with silent spiritual reflections over the comforting quietude and teasing tranquility of the countryside. These simple swathes of aesthetics take the reader to a slow-paced world...far, far away from the 'maddening crowd'!


Lovebites



Without the seed of poetry there won't be any prose. Just like without the tiny seed there won’t be a tree. The canopy, the full foliage of the tree, is just an extension of the dream lying with its realistic potential inside the small seed. The elaborate network of trunks, branches, twigs, flowers, fruits and leaves is nothing but a commentary on the small poetic seed. So all ye wannabe writers of a good life story, nurture the poet in you, who understands the value of pause in life, who moves slowly to watch everything, sight and smell everything. Whose senses are open to the inclusive interplay of wonderful harmonies of the supreme song, the universe, the one song.

Thursday, May 22, 2025

Twilight

 Twilight

When there is just enough dark
to hide the light;
and just enough light
to hide the dark,
Stand there, dear,
in the twilight
to feel the fragments
swimming in a grand totality;
to peek into the endless existence
from the little window of your being;
to feel the grandeur of cosmic freedom
from the toe-hold of your organized slavery.

Saturday, May 17, 2025

The silver lining

Never lose your trust

in light,

It might be

temporarily out of sight,

While you are

caught in a situation tight,

But it's always seeking you

to giver your heart full delight;

to help you fight

when even the stars

went out of sight;

when in the dark

the fears came with demonic hark,

Never lose hope 

in the shining lark.





Thursday, May 15, 2025

मैं क्या हूं?

 मैं क्या हूं?

ना मैं साधु, ना संसारी।
बस खड़ा हूं एक नन्हे से बिंदु पर
जहां से चीज़े दिखती
कभी ठीक, कभी गलत
कभी न्यारी, कभी प्यारी।
ना मैं त्यागी, ना मैं भोगी।
बस हूं मध्यबिंदु पर टिकने
का प्रयास करता
अपने किसम का एक जोगी,
एक दृष्टा, एक मनमौजी।

Sunday, April 6, 2025

The rainbow in a stormed sky

 Brave and foolish youth,

The sun-baked verdance of curiosity,

The moth, the flame, the burning,

The rain of passion,

A riotous blizzard of emotions,

But the storms die,

The clouds get empty,

The skies clear,

Leaving a brief rainbow behind.

 

Love is a little arc,

a tiny rainbow,

It’s drawn between two points:

joy and ecstasy at one;

pain and tragedy at the other.

The book of silence

 

A little sad smile

that briefly dispelled the dark

like a lamp does with enlightening hark,

Then it vanished,

But in that brief light,

I read the book of pain in her eyes

written in a strange language.

 

It was just that little smile

that connected him with the stranger,

There wasn’t anything to say,

It wasn’t required in fact.

A suitable time

 

It was the time to

unlock the fears lodged in my guts,

and get in step with the chaos of life;

to take slander, gossip and mockery

as relevant and lofty as the scriptures.

 

It was the time to

take it as success to be heaved

and propelled by the current of pain.

 

It was the time to

take chipped, chaffed, moth-eaten humanity

as the post-modern goddess,

and worship her

while wearing clean clothes outside

and a filthy mind and heart inside.

 

It was the time to

be like everyone around,

And be a hunting hound

devouring the rabbits soft

and stay in the highest loft.

 

It was the time to

keep cupping the ears

to avoid any chance pick-up of

the upbeat melody of life,

And get used to the strife.  

Thursday, April 3, 2025

Miserable by default

 

Very rarely and very few

get finally really settled,

We are forever migrating,

We are a jumpy species,

Never on solid earth,

It seems the only inheritable things are

pain, sorrow and suffering,

But joy and happiness

we have to create in this very life,

Nurture as a dream, a destination

as we move on the

default mode of misery.

Rain in vain

 A hardness building up

in the soft, mushy zone

that enveloped us,

And the night even though

aglow with fireflies

lost its charm

like candles going off

when hit by

a howling blizzard.

 

She was silent outside

but screaming inside,

Crispy above

but pain-roasted below,

Flitting, flirting and dancing on surface,

but weary and bedraggled inside,

There we were

forcing ourselves to assume that

things were normal, even though

there were many proofs to the contrary.

 

There we were

pushing each other

into the pools of pain,

Earlier it was a

joyous jaunt in the rain,

Aah, the rose that blossomed in vain!

The true pearl

 A fragile world we set up

around ourselves with our dreams,

destinations, envy, hope and fears,

Then we create a shell of hate

to keep the pearl of love in it,

It glitters,

But it isn’t a love-gem,

It’s our hate crystallized for self-deception.

 

Love comes with the inclusion of

more and more around you into your care,

And in this fertile soil

blooms a flower,--

love for someone.

Saturday, March 29, 2025

Metallic maggots

 

Mother earth says:

O ye children, give me all your blood,

gore, filth, garbage, poison, chemicals,

I’d still give you flowers, trees, pastures.

 

A mother can’t stop giving,

She has to keep giving,

Till her last breath,

Till she perishes.

 

When the last flower on earth will die

along with the mother’s last breath’s sigh,

Her children would then

be replaced by a new species,--

the humanoid machines

that’ll infest her rotten corpse,

It’ll be a global grave

swarming with metallic maggots.

 

Thursday, March 27, 2025

The pack mule

 

Sometimes apparent luck

is leading us into bad luck

further on the way.

Then you realize you have

a mountainously bulky foolishness

inside your little shallow brain.

Out of the whirlpool

 

The more he came to know,

the more he realized

how little he knew her,

It was all there to see now,

Her pointless rambling pride,

Concisely pointed narcissism,

Habitually despondent demeanor,

Her efficient effrontery,

Swift certain selfishness,

Extensively ornamented body

covering a poor soul,

Her manners laced with

coquetries and jealousies,

All this he saw now.

 

Earlier, the whirlpool’s vortex

sucking, pulling him into

soft languor and pleasure swoons,

Shaken, swirled by the eddying currents

now he got spewed out of

the vortex’s pointed base,

Gasping for breath,

he came to the surface

from the edifying depths,

Looked at her with a

frigidly disagreeing look on his face.

 

Falling out of love is perhaps

just to know more about a person,

Maybe we are addicted to the fall,

And fly just for its sake,

Because, however high a kite flies,

it still survives by constantly eyeing earth,

Maybe love also flies

to enjoy its habitual crash-landing.  

Monday, March 24, 2025

The witness box

 

When you steal

and nobody is watching,

Remember You are there

as the judge and police.

 

When you tell a lie,

And all believe you with an ‘aye’,

Remember You are there

standing mute with a cold sigh.

 

When you are angry at your enemy,

And find the cause in your foe,

Remember You are there

looking at the enemy within.

 

There will be a day

when this You in you

will come forward

and make you stand

in the witness box

to turn witness against yourself.

 

Don’t meet in the court as enemies,

Meet You in you

before it’s too late

and die as your own enemy.

 

A tiny lamp

 

Go to some little shrine of love

where even eagles turn dove,

And light a lamp,

Carry it to your life’s camp,

Hold it

from the wind’s hit,

Keep it safe, the glow,

The joyous flow,

Walk slow,

Rejoice

this lovely choice.

The creator

 

Life is a throw of dice,

You have the choice

to aim, roll and throw

with all focus on your brow,

But the outcome is open

to many probabilities

beyond your control.

 

Then why should one throw

with so much determination

furrowed on one’s brow?

 

One should do it,

Because if you just sit

without creating chances the least bit,

Even the probabilities will die,

Left you’ll be with a cold sigh,

When you put your effort’s stake

that's where all probabilities and chances

lie in a creative lake.

 

Your effort is the mother

of the myriads of outcomes,

They may look beyond your control,

But you’re in the central role,--

the shining pole

around which creations flow

and chancy stars shine, sizzle and glow.

The winds of change

 

Mankind’s truth

is a weathercock,

It will swing

to the direction of his

winds of desire, ambition,

greed, hate, anger,

It’ll suitably point to

where it’s desired.

The protagonist

 

There is a point

when one has to change

from a spectator to a participant,

And jump onto the stage,

Play, act and sing,

Perform one’s part well.

 

Not that earlier was no part,

It was,

But it was too small

for a big character,--

like a spaceship

locked and docked

in its hanger on earth.

The dark-hearted torch-bearer

 

Sometimes misery sneaks into

such a secretive corner in us

that even we can’t see it,

And thinking it to be gone,

we take a torch

and go seeking happiness outside,

But we fail,

Wherever we arrive

with our tiny puddle of light,

darkness jumps one step ahead,

keeping happiness at bay,

It’ll remain so

because we carry

that bubble of misery inside us

and try to light the outside world.

 

Go within,

Look inwards,

Hunt that hiding darkness;

that hidden corner,

The moment

the light of your awareness

falls on it,

it vanishes,

Darkness bows out,

Then you needn’t run around

to annihilate the gloom.

Gold

 

The weighing scale doesn’t differentiate

between gold and iron,

But the human heart does,

In the human heart

a gram of gold is worth

thousands of green trees,

It’s more valuable than

even many other human hearts,

The trees can be cut,

Trust broken,

Air polluted,

Earth poisoned,

And souls singed,

All this can be done

to uphold the value of gold;

to maintain its ruling crown;

its authority and superiority

over life, love and smile.

Effortless win

 

A screw-shaped swirl of life

taking you in its eddying grip,

The tourbillion pool of adversities,

The maelstrom ring of trap

in the stream of your life,

The ghoulish outfall,

The mouth of misery

pouting to chuck you up,

The overpowering vortex of uncontrollable

taking you in its whirlpool.

 

Fight it on the surface

and it’ll eat your energies,

Swaying, splashing you

as you try to stay afloat,

It gets a sadistic pleasure

watching you tossed like  

a twig on its eddying surface,

Don’t allow yourself to be

kicked like a ball on the surface,

Cooperate with its

screwing drill into its innards,

Dive without resistance,

Its own fury is its undoing,

You go into its guts,

Your acceptance and faith

it can’t digest,

Your unresisting flow

eats its stomach,

Then it spews you out

of its pointed base in the depths,

You are delivered

with your energies intact.